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Buzznet is dead! What Is Going On? Also flash has gone on my computer and I know have no idea what song is on my shout out.

Oh the joys of life! 0_o,, Feel like bitching but none of you know who I would talk about! Damn!

 

Love you all though ;)

Amyy XX

I know everyone has had one of these days .. but im gonna scream! In fact, i know pretty much everyone has had one of these weeks! When you just want people to leave you alone instead of asking every 5 seconds " Are you okayy amy?" I know theyre only trying to be nicce and make sure im okayy! But for Gods sake, surely once ive said im fine 50 times .. theyy must get the picture? Its bad enough that this Easter holiday i have to go down to wales to see my cousin who I despise while my brother gets away with not going!

Anywayy!  guess you could say
y that im just picking fault but .. its really not the time for them to piss me off! Im not saying that my life is shit! Cos its not! Ive got a home, mum n dad still together [not that, that makes me happy] ive got enough money for too much food and good stuff!, my own bedroom! Everything I could ask for i suppose! But the idea to me, of waking up in the morning, going downstairs to a mum moodier than me, then going to a school were i always forget something, then at lunch, havving to hang round with a boy who is only happy part of the time and if he isnt .. no one else can be! then people saying he supposedly fancies me! Then going upstairs into art and being called emo from the one group in the school who dont like me and want me to die .. infact tell me to do so often! Then continue hanging round with friends who, you either dont trust that never leave you alone or people you do trust but sometimes do leave you out, cos im a gorm in public who doesnt give a shit what they look like and theyre trying to look cool all the freaking time! Then going home to a mum, whos still just as moody as the morning!  Most people might look forward to the weekend! But no .. thats work on a saturday and then on sunday cleaning my room and homework! The best thing is hanging round with actual Emos and some goth mates of mine! Or going bmxing where i can just do my own thing!

Though locking myself in my room at night, to draw or right is always funn! Anywayy .. thanks for listening to my bitch mission! Theres plenty more where that came from but for the moment, all steam has been let loose onto tinternet! Im off to draw on the livving room mirror until mum gets home! Put pictures on myspaz [myspace if you didnt guess]

Toodles.

Love Amy <3

Blink 182  are back in the musical picature .. but my question is .. is it a good thing or a bad thing that theyre back?

 

Post comment about it!

Amy XX

Well, the title speaks for itself! Me and hanah [friend] are going. Mainly for MSI but hey ho!

 

IM SOOO EXCITED!!!! 

Gerard Way Has Officially Been Nominated As The 9th Sexiest Man - Ever!! Says TMF.

My Mum Watched It For Some Wierd Reason [She Gets Annoyed When I Watch Stuff Like That] And She Told Me Staright Away!

Sadly Brendon Wasnt In It!! : (

Amy XXXX

Is it just me or have Gym Class Heros all of a sudden gone into R'N'B? Just because of a couple of bad reviews from Kerrang! I mean - I havent seen them live personally, but some of my friends have n they say they werent that great!

- Now they have taken a leaf out of linken parks book n have done a song with busta rhymes!!

If it were me, I wouldnt change types of music, Id aim to get better! - but thats just me!! - I mean, I only like theclothes off video cosBrendon is in it!!

Amy       XxXx

i did this with my mate tom on msn please read:

 

Story 1

This is sweet. abbys grandad finally plucked up the courage to ask Dan Angel out yesterday. She''s been dying to for ages, but he''s been seeing that other girl - you know, the one with the funny laugh. When they split up after that big argument at Canteens lasagne - the one where he told her "im going to make a sandwich" and she slapped him and said "Amy Turned into a pokupine n hannah eats blonde fish for easter" and did the laugh, I told abbys grandad this was her big chance. Anyway, he said yes, and they went out together for the first time last night. She said he''s a great kisser and really into her, and that it could be love! If only dan taylors accidental birth happened coz hes a prick and a twat!

Story 2

You''ll never guess what happened last night! amy henderson was out with his mates - you know, his usual crew. Anyway, they bumped into Mrs Parkinson and her boyfriend on the way to the toilet. I didn''t know it, but apparently amy henderson used to have a bit of a thing going on with Mrs Parkinson. Anyway, one of them must have made some comment because Mrs Parkinson''s boyfriend says to amy henderson "Tom wasted one pound on a spongbob boungey ball but his balls dropped so he gave it to Abby instead - They love each other they do!!", and Mrs Parkinson said "BOB HIZENSCHNIGEL!! [[[]]]" and I thought there was gonna be a fight or something! Mad! It was all cool, though. Later on, I heard that They ate the lasagne, got eaten cos they fell in the spoon. So they got disected by mr morgan who ate them after the science lesson.

This is really begging to piss me off!! *Sorry about my language*!! Clutch are a heavy metal band, and if anyone has heard of them please tell me!! Cos none of my m8s have!!   : ' (

i was on kerrang today at school - ok! ok! i know i shouldnt have been but ii was anyway. and as was reading just about everything on all the pages i saw a pic of patrick stump. Intrigued i clicked on the photo to read that he was voted the most unsexiest man of 2007!!

Wat do you think of that?! please tell me!!

. . . . Oh yeah - and please buzz and comment my page!! i dont think ive been buzzed in a long time!!

Amy XXXX

 

I took the test last night and i am only 3% chav!! i'm happy for myself!!

 

 

 

I will be FINALLY posting more of my fanfic in January. i'm very sorry that it has taken me so long to type more up!!  Good Luck in 2008!!

 

Love Amy XxxX

Chapter 8

"Everyone is there!" I said to Sam.

"Ok -- I'm ready!"She said back to me!!

"Hurray!"I grabbed the keys and we were finally off!

Sams p.o.v.

I didn't understand it, Frank had been acting kind of wierd all day. When we were driving to the resturant he was acting really wierd, he kept checking his pocket as though he'd lost something."What have you lost Frankie?" I asked impatiently.

"Nothing!" Frank said, stopping feeling his pocket quickly. I knew there was something, but we were finally at the resturant so I didn't say anymore.

"God you two took your time! We're freezing our buts off!"Amy said as her and Jade ran up to us.

"Sorry we're late guys!"Frank said to everyone once we were inside.

"Hello sir! I need your name and how many are eating?"Said the man at the desk.

"Erm . . . The name is Iero, and there are a few more people then I expected." Said Frank, he sounded quite annoyed.

"And the new number is?"

"16"

"Was it not 4?"

"Yes, but as I said it is now 16!"

"Okay then - follow me please, sir."

"Okay then!" Frank said it with a bit of attitude. Still I kept my mouth shut about it. Once everyone had sat down Amy ordered a bottle of white wine.

Amy's p.o.v.

While we were waiting for the wine to come, Frank leant over to me. He looked kinda angry. "Did you all 12 people?" Frank asked, I sensed he was annoyed after all this was a big night for him! 

"Yes. Sorry, it's just . . . they asked if me n brendon could go out n I just couldn't say no!! I hate dissapointing people!"I said.

"Well -- if they say anything to Sam!"

"Who would tell her?!"

"Well . . .  Jade likes gossiping. Kari isn't the quietest person on earth and I dont think Hannah has kept a secret for a very long time!"

"So your saying band members in Panic! have chosen untrustworthy girls, but people from MCR can choose the perfect women!"I personally was quite angry!!

"Sorry! I'm just nervous!"

*1 hour*

It was just - Me, Brendon, Sam and Frank left. (Everyone else had gone home). I was talking to Sam. Brendon was in the bathroom, and Frank was obviously about to do somthing but was failing to go through with it.

"I need the toilet" Sam said getting up. When she was gone I turned to Frank.

"So this thing you've been planning for a couple of weeks now." I said.

"Yeah?"

"Are you ever going to do it?"

"Yeah - Soon!"

"Tonight?"

"I don't think I can!" He put his forehead on the table

"Dont think you can what?"It was Brendon.

"I can't propose tonght!We're just gonna go for a walk n then go home!"

"Okay! You will do it! Either way me and Amy are going home. We're watching a movie, not watching it. We're going to bed and not sleeping!" Brendon said sitting down.

"The usual night - so I hear from the rest of your band members!"
"Pretty much, yeah!" They both laughed.

"When you've finished talking about our life Mr Urie and Mr Iero, Sam is coming - and we are leaving."

Sam sat down "You leaving?"

"Yep, and apparently you are going for a walk."

"Seeyah" Brendon said, He took hold of my hand and we walked out, leaving Frank to pay for the expensive meal.(Woops, I had the lobster = ] )

Chapter 8

Sams p.o.v

We were at home all day, all we did was watch t.v - well we kissed acctually, but when Gerard and Beth came in laughing about to run upstairs - we said we'd been watching it, instead of making out on that very sofa.

"Do you . . . err . . . go upstairs?" Frank asked me, he was grinning that cute, cheeky grin he has.

"Erm. . . Yer, I'm shattered!!" I knew what he actually ment but thought I'd humor him = ].

"You know what I mean!!"

"Come on then!!" He stood up and took hold of my hand. We ran upstairs, when we got to Franks room, he pushed me up against the wall. He kissed my neck. He pushed me onto the bed he took off his jeans and jumped on the bed after me. I pulled off my jeans, his top and my top came off. Just as he was about to undo my bra my cell went off ( my ringtone was Fat & Alone by pencey prep).

"Leave it" Frank said as I reached over to answer it, he pulled me back.

"No, cos if its Brendon or Amy they'll just carry on callin anyway!" I picked up my cell and answered it. "Hello, who is it please?"

"Hello!! Its Amy! I just thought you'd like to know like all of Panic! and MCR are coming for dinner woith us plus they're gilrfriends!!" 

"Okay. When is dinner?"

"Bout an hour. Why?"

" Just wonderin! Bye"

"Seeyas!" and she hung up.

"What did Amy want?" Frank asked, getting off the bed and going into the bathroom.

"I never said it was Amy!!" I said, following him into the bathroom. "How did you know it was her?"  

"I could hear her!"

"Well she was telling me that there are now more people than we expected coming for dinner."

Frank looked up at me, he looked surprised! "Who's coming now?"

"Erm . . . Ray, Bob, Gerard, Mikey, Beth, Leah, Jon, Ryan, Spencer, Brendon, Amy, Jade, Hannah, Kari, You and Me!" I said counting the many people off on my fingers.

"Oh - It was nice of her to ask if they could come wasnt it?!" Frank said, He sounded a little angry!! 

"Frankie, I don't think she needed to ask! - Its only dinner!" I said, I was annoyed that he was angry! It wasnt Amys fault!

"Whatever! Lets just get ready and go, yeah?!"

"Yeah!"

Franks p.o.v

I wasn't really annoyed with Amy - well I was - but I was also very nervous. You see, I was going to ask Sam a big question tonight! And I personally can't ask it if aload of people are there. I mean if I only did it when Amy and Brendon where there they would probably be so obsessed with each other anyway! But couples like Hannah and Jon ( who I don't think I've ever seen kiss) will be there -  and they are the only people I really can't stand right now in this life! Except Kari - I like Jon as well dont get me wrong! " Are you ready yet babe?" I asked Sam.

"Nearly! You cant rush me! I can only move so fast!" She shouted back. She was putting on eyeliner and taking a very long time to do so!

*Phone Rings*

"Hello?" I said into the phone. It was Amy talking back to me.

"Hi! Where the fuck are you?! Everyone is here! and do you know how fucking cold it is outside?!" She said .

"I know!! We're on our way!!"

"Well hurry up! Jade is wearing everyones jakets shes so cold! And now so are we!"

"Well . . . huddle up - body warmth!"

"Haha, really funny! the warmest thing here is Brendon and he's keeping that warmth all to himself!"

"5mins at the most!"

"Whatever!" And there was a long beep, meaning she'd hung up!

Right guys!! I'm in London/Kent for the week. I have my Dads computer, but I'm out all day. If I don't reply to any of your messages, notes or comments I'm sorry!! I will reply wheI'm back home in Southport either way!!

Panic's! Day

Chapter 7

Sorry i never finished the chapter n me mum told me to get off so here is the rest of chapter 7!! XxX

Amys p.o.v

We parked the car in waitrose and walked down the stairs instead of going in the lift. When we got to the sidewalk at the bottom of th stairs Brendon took hold of my hand.

"Where do you wanna go first?" he asked.

"Erm... Partners I think, I need a new pen for work!" Witch was reasonably true.

"OK" We walked over to partners and bought 5 pens instead of 1. We went to all the shops -- well all except Primark cos I really hate Primark, as any of my friends will tell you. We had to keep stopping to give out autographs and whilst we were in Starbucks, I had a tall classic hot chocolate with cream, Brendon just a coffee. A load of girls came running in screaming asking Brendon for photos n autographs and stuff! Once the girls had gone I looked at Brendons shocked face and burst out laughing. When I could finally breathe again after all the laughing, we kissed.

"The cream in here is so fatty!!" I burst out.

"How the hell do you know?! They dont put it on the side of the mug or anything!!"

"You can taste it! I mean dont get me wrong -- its lovely! I just really need to loose weight!"

"No you dont, you're the perfect size!"Brendon looked at me in the eyes "I'd hate for you to be relly skinny!"

"Yeah, but you dont want me all fat do you?"

"Cutie, you're fit the way you are!" I giggled and just as we were about to kiss again my cell went off.(But its better if you do)

"Hello?" I said answering it.

 "Hey!Its Ryan"

"Oh - Hey! Whats up?"

"Nothin really! You n Brendon wanna have dinner with us tonight?"

"Erm . . . I dunnno, I'll ask Brendon. 1 sec" I turned to Brendon "Can we have dinner wit Ryan and Jade tonight?"

"We can't!! We're having dinner with sam n frank!"

"Well, you tell your fave band member - I'm finishing my hot chocolate." Brendon took my cell and spoke to ryan.

"Hey -- Its Brendon, look I'm really sorry but we cant go! We allready have plans with sam n frank!"

Ryan spoke nut I couldnt understand what he was saying.

"Okay! seeyah!!" And Brendon hung up.

"Is he allright?" I was worried Brendon was angry with me for making him tell ryan.

"He's fine! We better go though!! We need to get ready!"

"Shit yer!"We walked out Starbucks, back to the car and were soon on our way home.

Chapter 7

Brendons p.o.v

The next morning I woke up and went down to the kitchen. Amy was washing up wearing my My Chem t-shirt and her knickers. I walked up to her and hugged her from behind.

"oh!"She said surprised.

" Good morning!" I said

"Morning! Its about time you got up!" She said back to me, smiling.

"Is it just us in the house?"

"Yep!! The lads are out all day."

I was now making breakfast. "Should we go out??" I needed to go to town. It was Amys birthday soon and I needed to know what she really wanted. Plus I hadnt been to town for ages.

"Yep where?!" Amy asked finishing the washing up.

"Town?"

"Yep!! I havent been for ages!!"

"OK, lets get ready and go."

*10mins*

I was ready within 10 mins, Amy on the other hand was not.

"Hurry up Cutie!!"I said, getting really bored now.

"What should I wear?!"

"Clothes that match!"I said sarcastically.

"That does not help me in the slightest!!"She said angrilly.

"Black t-shrit, Black tie, and your black jeans." I said, She looked fit in that. With her flame converse on - obviously!

"Its in teh wash!! I wore it when you met mum and dad."

"oh"Crap!!

She came out half an hour later wearing, black skinnies, Panic! t-shirt, and her flame converse, with eyeliner."Do I look ok??"She asked looking uncertain.

"Yer!! You look great!" I gave her a hug and kissed her." Am I driving r are you??"

"Your driving!" She gave me the keys and we got in the car.

 

Chapter 6

It took forever to get onto the plane - Sam had to keep reasuring Brendon it would be fine. Now this may usually be the girlfriends job I know, but Amy was on her moblie to her Auntie Julie the whole time - till she had to turn her mobile off that is!!

Sams p.o.v

When we were finally on the plane, Amy took Brendons mind off the now moving plane by kissing him.

"Are you OK?" Frank looking at me, he gazed right into my eyes.

"Yeah!! Im fine!" I replied, though I wasnt quite sure if I was. I hate flying!! Frank kissed me anyway. An hour into the flight, I went to the bathroom, and while I was washing my hands, there was a knock at the door.

"Sam?" It was Frank, I unlocked the door and in he came. He started kissing me. He turned around and locked the door. Then smiling at me, he turned back to me and we carried on kissing.

* 30mins*

"Bloody Hell!! You 2 took your time in the bathroom, didnt you!?" Amy said, she took a sip of her drink.

"Yeah - whats it to you how long we spend in the bathroom?!" Said Frank, pretending to be angry - But he looked at me and grinned. Unfortunately Amy knew what this grin of Franks meant.

"OMG!!"Her face was a cross between surprised and disgusted. It was amazing!! When Amy wanted she could be really smart, Yet most of the time she acted really thick!! Rude things tended to be an area were her smarts really showed!! (LOL) " You 2 just had sex in the bathroom didnt you?!" Amy whispered quite loudly as we sat back down in our seats.

"Amy!! Shut up!!" I said scared someone would hear.

"OK, but that is a new low for you miss Ball!" She said to me. For the rest of the flight back to America she looked out the window. Brendon slept, He was gripping Amys hand very tightly. ( His fear of flying made me feel sorry - Amy loved flying, It was fun for her.) Though she made it fun for Brendon to!! Frank either watched the film or stared atme. And I did whatever I could to stop the bordum taking over.

 

Chapter 2

Amys p.o.v

I ran up to Brendon and hugged him." What the hell are you doing in Shitty Southport?!"

" Gig over in Manchester tonight! Thought we'd come out!"

"To Southport?!"

" Well - where ever really!"

" Where are the rest of the guys?" Jade asked

" Spancer is passport back in Las Vegas, Jon is shopping in Manchester with his GirlFriend."Brendon said, He looked at me, I knew he was single. But the way he was looking at me was well - worrying! I was pretty happy with it though. " Should we get a drink?" I asked, mainly to Brendon.

"Yeah! I think we have time for a drink." Ryan said to Brendon.

" Okay" He - Brendon looked at me and grinned.

We walked to the cafe and got a drink. There was only 2 tables  in the cafe - they both only sat 2 people. I sat with Brendon and Jade sat with Ryan. We sat talking for what seemed like ages. By the time I'd finished my Fanta, I knew virtually everything about Brendon. He knew a fair bit about me as well! As me and Jade went back to Jade's car with our shopping - and the lads, who insisted on coming with us. Brendon said to me " Do you mind if I ask you something?"

"Nope! Not at all!"We walked away from the other 2. "What is it" I asked.

" Do you want to come to Manchester with me n Ryan?" He asked, I couldn't believe it! So much that I could only let out a small scream.

"Pardon?" Brendon said, laughing.

"Fuck yeah!" I said, I haven't been this happy since - well - ever!! We were grinning like mad as we walked back to the car car!

" What are you to smiling at?" Jade asked.

" Erm. Amys coming back." Brendon said

"Where?"

" God Ry! You should have been born blond!" Brendon laughed "Manchester!"

"OHH!" Ryan said " Coolio! Jade you can come as well! You where gonna after all!!" Ryan was grinning at Jade.

" What am I - We  gonna do with our shopping?!" Jade asked

" Fuck it! We don't need it!"

"Erm... Amy! I know you don't eat much! But I - personnally like food!"

"We can shop later! This is a once in a life time opportunity!" She thought about it until eventually saying. "All right!"

"Woo!!" We took our shopping back to the flat then got into the car with the guys!!

Chapter 1

Jades p.o.v

"So what  meals do we want this week?"I said, me & amy were in Asda.

"Wha?...I dunno!" She hasn't really been listening to anything anyone since daddy said he couldn't get us tickets to see Panic!

"I'll choose then!"Amy walked off as I said it. As I picked up a couple of ready meals, I knocked over a couple of other meals.

"Oh Shit!!"I bent over to pick them up.

" Here let me help you!!" Said an American voice.

"Thankyou" I said whilst looking up, I wanted to see who this kind American man was. - I screamed. "OMG!! You're Ryan Ross!!"

"I know I am" He laughed." I'm saying you're a fan."

"Fuck Yeah!!" I was so happy! Here I was in Asda talking to George Ryan Ross!! " I - we, tried to get tickets for the show tonight!"

"We?"

"My mate is at the CDs"

"Cool! S you couldn't get tickets?!"

" Nope Daddy - err - Dad tried!"

"Well here's my cell number - give me a call, I'll get you and your mate backstage"

"OK!" I gave him my mobile and he typed in his number.

"I'd love to stay but me n Bren have to get goin!"

"Brendons here??"

"Yup!"

"Can't my mate meet him first?"

"Sure! Bren!"

"Yup!" Said Brendon Coming from round the corner - he looked worn out,The girls must have run after him!

"Lead the way - Er?"

"Jade!" I very nearly forgot my own name! " I'm Jade!" I lead the way to Amy, who was buying a Disney Album for Aishas Birthday.

"Amy! Guess who I bumped into?!"

"Who?" She wasn't looking

"Turn around!"

"What?" She turned around, a soon as she saw Brendon she nearly fainted!!

 

This is a fanfic I'm writing with Jade!! So please dont get confused with this - The big life and my other fanfic - Time to play!! Thanks for reading!! XAmyX